The Wild World of TB!

And what is the subject of this blog post? Well it is to point out the sad state of affairs in the Rosenberry household these days. It seems that everywhere Kerry sees something he doesn't like it is the will of TB causing it. Someone posts something negative, it must be TB behind it. Someone sends him a nasty email, it must be TB. Not enough people show up at a game, it has to be because of TB. Someone says his game sucks, it has to be because TB prompted them. Someone calls him to the carpet for using their intellectual property and not compensating them, it has to be TB behind it. And now, on PBNation, he accuses someone of being either me or someone influenced by me.

Let me tell you something Ratsnake Motherfucker, I wouldn't post there. On top of that, I got my own website to say whatever the fuck I want, whenever the fuck I want to. I am so happy that you are all buddy buddy with PB Nation now. I do remember back in the day when Ed's Son called Nudi a cunt, how mad you and Cookie got. Now all of a sudden he is the man with the plan to get more women into paintball. Sure hope he doesn't get any cunts into the sport. I have the emails from Viper where he really lets loose on PB Nation and the level of people who post there. See my insight into the man is simple, much like the MXS group, I have been on the inside. And I told him, if he treated me like they did, he would get what they got. The truth is, he treated me much much worse, see at least the McKinnons came at me in the open, Viper worked behind the scenes pretending to be my friend and using me to write his games while plotting and scheming (Don't worry, got emails and IM's to back it up, call me a liar, I fucking dare you!).

How about the fact you haven't paid Jimmy and Frank for the fucking field? You know the field I brought to you? When you didn't have a field? Fairfield had closed and PB USA didn't want you back. You had burned your bridges with Forney and DFW Adventure Park and cried on my shoulder about what were you going to do. I built that fucking field for you, and you not only shit on me ( I should have known, there was a reason you and Packman were so tight)but you shit on Nudi, Frank and Jimmy and everyone else who worked on that field. You still owe Warren money for the god damn power that got run and hooked up out there. You never even moved the water bill or power bill out of Jimmy's name and you want to talk shit to me? You were supposed to pay them in 2007 after Blanding, but it never happened. And now you are out and heading back to Houston without even a reach around? Fuck you, you ungrateful motherfucker. You didn't pay Scott Hall after Blanding, he had to get on PBNation 2 fucking years later to get paid his money and you played that off like it slipped your mind. I knew about it, he came to me several time, we spoke of it and you assured me you would take care of it. Guess I should have known better, again you are too much like your former BFF Packman.

And now you want to throw shit at someone on PB Nation because they might be me, I have no fucking clue who they are. But as you can tell from this post, there is no fucking way I could speak to you or Pam and be civil. I have nothing but disdain for the both of you. I want nothing more than for you to join MXS in the realms of nothingness in paintball. As I told you the last time we spoke, I hope you starve and that you have to wind up spinning CD's in some run-down titty bar like you used to. We agreed to go our separate ways, if you fucking say so. But more about that later, this has really gotten my blood up as you can tell.

Lets take a look at a post from back in the day with the MXS crap shall we? Take a read:

http://worldoftb.com/index.php/2007/06/15/and_the_paranoia_starts?blog=1

And then let's take a look at what you posted on PB Nation:

From Viper: And who are you again? Care to step out of the shadows and take credit for your accusations of intended thievery and scamming? I find it odd that you just joined PBNation so that you could come here and post false accusations. Are you, perhaps, doing someone else's bidding?

Yeah, I sponsored it. I fail to see the point. I dropped over $300 out of pocket for the forum software and domain registration. I think this is a great project, and will be good for the sport. The sponsors, whom she contacted and acquired, are all excited about it, and think it will be great for the sport.

I know that Cookie spoke to Charles at the Graphics and Sign Company and told him that she would set up links to his site so that he could sell stickers and such himself and keep all of the profit. There are no shirts or anything being printed. There is a link set up that will point to a page full of links to places they can purchase things from the sponsors.

I wouldn't support any sort of scam, but I am often informed of scams by others. There are people I know of who have done "charity" work, but I spoke to those who were supposed to be benefiting from it and they told me that they had not, as of yet, received anything from them. There are plenty of scammers in paintball. This isn't one of them.

The worst thing about the Internet is the lack of accountability. I sign all of my posts with my name because I am willing to take credit for what I post on the Internet.

Even the laws of this great nation state that everyone has the right to face their accuser. Care to step up and take credit for what you are saying? If not I have no further replies for you...

Trust me, if it was me, you would know it. I posted what I had to say here, and people have been all over my website reading about Pam and how she was the one who took down MXS with your help and blessing. Maybe people should go read all those threads and the shit I took publically from people while you and your little cupcake hid in the shadows and now you want to run around with a flashlight screaming out 'Who dat, who dere?' Dude, I swear I don't know how you fucking live with yourself. You are the master victim, you never do anything wrong and everyone always picks on you. WTFE!

You know Kerry, it might help your depression if you quit thinking that I am behind every bad thing that is happening to you or has happened to you. You know what it is called, you used the term with MXS when they were getting crucified, guess it is now your turn right? You have alienated more people and so has your little cupcake Pam. You have no idea the number of people who talk to me or have emailed me support and said that they would never say it on my website(for fear of you and your cronies) as they saw the shit that went down with MXS. The hordes of people who attacked me and threatened my family (it's all here). And some of those people will probably come back now since I am putting your laundry on the street.

All I got to finish with is this is Deja Vu like a motherfucker, and those that don't learn from history are condemned to repeat it.

Yep, I wrote an article about it. With much less 'venom' than here.

Take a Peek!

http://www.shootinghotmagazine.com/Feb10/pageflip.html

Be careful, there is some fluff to go with the tuff, there!

So as promised, it is time to add a little meat to the sauce. I am of course referring to putting out there the reality of the website and the people behind it and the fact that the only reason so many people are for it, is well they are using all the "right" words that people want to hear. But let's get on it and see if the thinking people still agree with the thoughts.

So let's move on shall we? As I stated before, Pam "Cookie" Robertson, is the 'owner' (I put that in quotes because technically Viper owns the site legally since he used his name and such to register it). Now why have some of you never heard of Pam "Cookie" Robertson? Well that's simple, up until the end of last year; she had never picked up a paintball gun and played a scenario game. However, she has now played two 8 hours games and the Grand Finale and is now an expert in scenario paintball. Oh wait, PB Woman is for all grades of paintball that includes woods ball, rec ball and tournament ball. And of course she is an expert in all of that.

But TB, she never said she is an expert. Ahh, she doesn't have to. See as the owner of the site (Much like Ed Rieker's punk ass) she will get to be known as the 'PBWoman" Even though I have been told that her skills are below sub-par, even for a beginner. Seems she grew up on too many Viper legends and how he used to be the man. What this will equate to is 'status' and that is one of the things that the owner of any popular forum can get. It is one of the issues I have always had with Mods/admins of forums getting their asses kissed when they showed up on the field. I mean no one vetted these people; the PB Mods really suck, for the most part, at playing paintball. They aren't that damn great at being a Mod on PBNation either (Don't believe me, take PBWoman and Viper's words for that).

But most people, especially those who might not have played, are going to assume that her advice has some merit, the fucked up part is that her advice comes from other fucking people she has spoken to over the years or she can always look over the desk and speak the true source of her knowledge, Kerry 'Viper" Rosenberry. Now, I must admit, that Kerry has done a lot in scenario paintball over the years. But the game of paintball has also done a lot for him. Most everything he gets is free or close to it, and he makes his living at putting on games. If he managed his money better, he would be having a nice car and a nice house I am sure. But it is either feast or famine with Viper (or did you really think that he wanted to help 20 players out with super early pre-reg prices?). But Kerry doesn't have a fucking clue what challenges women face in scenario paintball. In fact most of the people he is talking about coming up to him are people associated with paintball to start with. Or they were brought to the game by other women or they are established players who talk about their first time playing and the challenges that faced them.

But regardless, Pam has no experience to fall back on. And while that may not in and of itself be bad, who the hell is she to pick who the PB Woman of the year is? By what grade do they hold women accountable to? If you read their rules, as I pointed out, it is all relative to whom she likes or who is in favor. But what that award truly is a way of playing politics. It is a reward to people who will support her/Viper in more than just a PB Woman website. Have no fear that the PBWoman website will be holding Viper is a very high regard. , in fact there are several posts already about that if you are smart enough to read between the lines. But what promoter's schedule is stickied up there? Viper and Sherwood. Now Viper is on all the forums and on several there are allot of promoters listed, ( http://www.pbjunkie.com/forums/2010-scenario-schedules-222/ ) and that is just one site. Oh he allowed some others to be posted up, like OK D-Day but considering what Viper really thinks of Dewayne and his safety amongst the smallest issues, I am sure that is all politics. Oh don't get me wrong, that story will be coming to be sure. But just realize that Viper really doesn't like to share, even with Wayne (regardless of what he spouts in public). So why is that? Why are those the only games listed for all of the PB Women?

But back to PB Woman of the year, I think I posted out that Diane of course isn't eligible. But there are others. How about Barrie "Nudi" Reid? I mean, most people who know her would say that if there should be a first one, she should be in the running. What are the reasons she isn’t there? That’s simple enough, envy. Pam envies Nudi her skills, her position and the respect she has gained in her 8+ years of playing and well over a hundred games and her multiple awards. And she doesn’t want to be out done on her website by someone of Nudi’s stature and intelligence posting and keeping things really neutral. See someone like that is a threat, when she could be a huge asset as a shining example of a superior female player, she is relegated to outcast status because she isn’t ‘eligible’ for Viper/Pam’s little award.

But Nudi isn't eligible because of me. Cut and dry. See Nudi isn't banned anywhere and for that matter neither is Thunderstruck. But I am sure that I am included in that 'team' being banned clause. So that also disqualifies my daughter. It isn't like Pam likes her either, being the bitch she is (Pam) she likes to take anything and everything out on people associated with me. So my daughter gets lumped in with me and her issues with me, my young gun daughter at that (Wait a minute, I thought the only thing that Viper cared more about getting women in the sport, was getting Young Guns in the sport, oh well). So I know for a fact her PB Woman isn’t got shit to do with helping women or getting them in paintball or showcasing women’s talent in the sport of paintball. It is a highly personal and political award that will give the female player that they choose the 'Viper" stamp of approval. And while they may say that the female player can travel to other games, they will steer that person to fields of their choosing. In fact, it is probably a safe bet that the female player might be offered the 'marketing' position with Viper. But how can you say that you are for all women, when you pick (based on personal likes or dislikes, not real qualifications based on merit) who can be involved in your little website, award and club? You aren't trying to better all women with real people who can mentor them, you want people that think like you or that you can control.

Don't believe me? Take a look at what Viper said on PB Nation; "Those posts would simply be deleted and the posters given their one warning. A second demonstration of attitude will get them "uninvited." and if you think that that will only apply to boys/men making vulgar comments, you have lost your mind. I didn't post anything negative on Viper's website and like MXS before him, he deleted my account. LOL, go back into a lot of those threads and you now see guest where once I posted. His argument was simple, I wasn't welcome in his community, and much like the VIP game, even though I had done nothing to warrant it, and he decided what was best for me and his forum. The PB Woman forum will be the same. We shall see the first time someone sees the bitch that Pam really is and takes her to task, that will be some funny ass shit to watch. And those that are stupid enough to think I am a mod this or an admin that or a valuable part of the community, realize that the shitty people that they are, they will use you to get credibility and build the site up and then they will shuck you like a used condom after a 3 dollar Tijuana whore.

And how the hell is this website, going to bring in more women for paintball? If you look at who has posted it is people who are established women in paintball, or people who has a boyfriend in the game or a husband or a brother. They have already played, this isn't growing more women in paintball, and this is growing a power base to control women in paintball. Or is that just TB being the negative nelly here? As Kerry loves to play behind the scene politics, this is right the fuck up his alley. Oh he can say look at the sponsors, they would never support something that was bad. Really? How many teams claim to be 'sponsored' by a company? Only to find out that they are sponsored because of their field or friend who owns a store or some crazy shit like that, People like press, and the truth is, even me posting all this about the site is good press, if you believe the old adage there is no such thing as bad press. But what is the plan to get 'new' women into the game/ I mean fuck Viper owns a production company, he could throw in a bring a woman to a game day. You know waive entry fees, sell paint for cost+$5.00 and such as that to get them out. But that would cost him some fucking duckets and well he isn’t going to go that far.

But in the end, there is still more fucked up with that website and the people who run it. But I am sure that more of that will come out when the red is licked off the lollipop a little and some of the people have departed. Not to sound stereotypical, but women are too fucking catty to be all buddy buddy all the time. LMAO, wait a tick, cat fights are cool to watch, this might be a good thing after all.

And this video is for both the biological one and the metaphorical one!

So as I wrote about a few days ago, the person behind the website PBWoman is far from being altruistic as she likes to make out. And before any of you people male or female start spouting off realize this; my best friend in the world is a female in this sport. She is one of the most intelligent commanders I know and I have followed her on more than one occasion. She is very good at anything she does from taking a mission card and getting the job done to shooting that person in the face if that is what they need. She has played in tournaments as well as more scenario games then most of the people who are on that website put together, not to mention won as many awards as they have played games. And you want to know how many were for Most Valuable 'Female' Player? NONE!

On top of that, I have a now 18 year old daughter who has traveled this country and played many a 24 hour scenario game. In fact, her call sign is G2, which is short for Generation 2. That is how much I think of her, that she is better at this game than I can be and she still is learning. She also has never won a 'female' only award and turned down several young gun awards, because she wants to be a paintball player, nothing more and nothing less. One of my most proud moments was her beating me out of the running for a MVP. So before you start spouting off about me and what I think of women in paintball, know that you don't know a god damn thing about me or my family and friends.

Now with that said, let's explore this farce of a website and what 'those people' (Cookie and Ratsnake) are saying that it is. I'm here to pull back the veil, as only TB can. So you two can choose to ignore this all you want, feel free to run in and make changes on the forum when I am done, and by all means attack anyone and everyone in the hopes of catching whoever is feeding me information. I simply love the fact that you can't sleep at night worrying about what the mean ol TB is going to post next.

First and foremost; let’s take a look at the mission of the website, shall we?

Hello to all new members,

My name is Cookie and I am the Administrator of PBWoman.com. The website was formed out of a common goal of female players in paintball to have a place where they can find mentoring among their peers.

The sport of paintball has been predominately male in the past. There is a growing interest in paintball from women nationally. We hope to provide a place where they can come and learn. The goal is to further the advance of women in the sport of paintball. We do promote the concept of an All Women teams, but do not feel it is necessary to separate women from men, but to equally play along side.

I am personally very dedicated to this project by donating my personally time and money. I would like to offer my heart felt thanks to all the volunteer women moderators and sponsors of PBWoman.com. They are donating their time and sponsorship with the same goal in mind.

Please enjoy the website, come back often and let your friends know about us. Help us reflect the number of female players everywhere.

“A common goal of female players in paintball where they can find a mentoring among their peers”, wow. Ok so let's look at their statements on PBNation shall we?

From Viper: "That sort of "She's a woman, so she's stupid" attitude is probably why she has created a female-friendly forum."

From Cookie: The attitude by examples posted from some of the users above is why we felt it necessary to create PBWoman.com

From Viper again: They are simply trying to create one place where female paintballers can go and not have to deal with immature playground attitudes. I browsed the forums there. It's all really positive, actually.

From Cookie: Last of all, I am not trying to convince anyone of any cause, motive or feminist issue. There are forum topics on PBWoman that you might not find on most PB forums. Women's health for example...Sorry but we have to deal with pregnancy, periods, menopause, breast mammograms (women have to have those to make sure we do not have breast cancer), and other such things that may effect our playing ability. I can only imagine the responses from the males on most forums to those topics.

From Viper: The way it was explained to me they aren't really focused on segregating women into their own teams, but they will help promote all-female teams.

From Cookie: If you don't like it, be you male or female, then don't go there, and don't create a user account like many have done already. But all the hatred is just ridiculous, and much of it clearly illustrates the attitudes of many males toward female players. PBWoman.com will simply be a forum with a little tighter enforcement of attitudes.

And Finally from Viper: PBWoman.com is simply offering another place that female ballers can discuss things that will have a little stricter reinforcement of conduct to cut down on the testosterone-driven BS like "stay in the kitchen make me a sandwich." It's, very simply put, rude and counterproductive. Those posts would simply be deleted and the posters given their one warning. A second demonstration of attitude will get them "uninvited." What's wrong with women having a place to discuss paintball without the juvenile schoolboy BS?

So in a nutshell, it is rather simple, Ratsnake and Twinkie thinks that Ed, his mods and admins and their thousands of users are troglodytes with keyboards who only think that women are good for cooking food, cleaning house and making babies. The funny thing is that they state that Ed is 100% behind this other forum, there has not been ONE forum that PB Nation took as a threat that they allowed to remain on their forums, much less “troll’ for their users. The battles between PB Nation and MCarterBrown are pretty funny? Should I bring in Tech PB and PB Nation? And none of those people said anything worse than the above statements by Ratsnake and Twinkie.

Now if that isn’t the truth in their words above since that is what they state, allow me to postulate another theory. One echoed by Pam in this post:
If you wish to read PBWoman.com in full please do. Taking snipits out of context and twisting things around to find some hidden secret plot to rule the world one website at a time, is just plain funny. All questions have been answered. If you have any others please feel free to contact me, if you can't find the answer your looking for on PBWoman.com.

I haven’t accused you of having a secret plot to take over the world, but one of the main intentions of PB Woman is to provide an audience for Ratsnake to influence people and to help pay for his and Twinkies shrinking lifestyle since as we all know his games are shrinking. Don’t believe me? Here let me point out some things.

Let’s start with a quote by Viper;
Yeah, I sponsored it. I fail to see the point. I dropped over $300 out of pocket for the forum software and domain registration. I think this is a great project, and will be good for the sport. The sponsors, whom she contacted and acquired, are all excited about it, and think it will be great for the sport.

The truth is that it doesn’t cost over $300 for a website if you have all this industry support. It isn’t like that website is all that really, but then again you have fucked over several people who work on websites so it isn’t like they are lining up to work on this site any more than they would on Viper Scenarios. But you wouldn’t put that kind of money up without a sense of return. Very similar to what you wanted me to do with Commander’s Intent, if you remember. You wanted to use that site to influence people who are known commanders into why your format is better than format X and to build a cadre of commanders for your events as well as deter them from attending competing producer’s events and feeding them from your liberal agenda.
That’s right Ratsnake, I said liberal, look it up, and you like to claim you are a conservative but the only thing conservative about you is that you like guns. You want people’s money and you will lie, cheat and steal to get it. You might not do it in the open, but you do it.

From Viper: The worst thing about the Internet is the lack of accountability. I sign all of my posts with my name because I am willing to take credit for what I post on the Internet.

But then again you will get online and defend this website, which you claim you have no interests in other than hoping to get women in to the sport. You have devalued people, you have accused them of being me or being influenced by me and you have worked to change people’s mind more than any ‘sponsor’ should or would. I mean where were you when Smart Parts was being roasted? Or Tippmann? Or anyone else associated with you? You didn’t have any money or interest invested so you stayed in the shadows. Lack of accountability Kerry? Really? Have you been accountable for your actions in the last 5 years? I don’t think you have. But that is another blog to be sure.

But let’s look at the statements above shall we? Why would Ratsnake care so much about this website? To bring women into the game? Or to bring women into his game? This Segway into another part of this post, one that Twinkie changed after someone brought it to her attention and made it as it appears to be. It is for the PB Woman of the year award that they are also trying to say is a good thing.

First and foremost, they require the recipient to attend the Viper Living Legends 3 game. Now I don’t want to hurt CPX, but Ratsnake eased his way into an easy payday with this game and minimized Wayne Dollack to do it. But still, let me guess the woman that they choose is going to be put up on the stage and dallied around while all the men pat her on the head and tell her the good she is doing for the sport. And that is supposed to endear her to male players? That she is put above them? Fuck, they don’t like it when men are done that way and they are going to take it from a woman?

And she changed this last night after someone took her to task on PB Nation, but at first they were requiring to attend at least ‘PB Woman’ Sanctioned events. I thought that they were just trying to get women into paintball, not direct them where to go. But she didn’t change it by much.

The woman who wins is also required to support and pimp the sponsors of the website. That would include Viper Paintball, I can see her getting Viper Swag and when she attends other select promoters that they then try to let her in for free, promote Viper events as being much better than the current event.

Yep, you read that right, another thing she wants to do is that this person plays for free, just because some people got together (and Twinkie isn’t qualified) and decided who the best woman to promote her and her website is. Nothing to do with playing ability or anything else, just who is the best face to do what they want. Kind of goes against the whole we just want to help the girls doesn’t it? Seems to me to just be another type of exploitation.

You want to know why Twinkie doesn’t want lookers? Because according to her there are two kinds of women in paintball; the cupcakes with guns that men ogle over and fat ugly ass women like her who couldn’t play paintball if her life depended on it. She wants to be coddled and looked down own, simple because her self-esteem is so low, I am sure she is about one good insult from an all you can eat KFC buffet pig out.

On top of that, she then went to say that she wanted non-confrontational women, that’s fucking priceless coming from one of the most confrontational women I have ever met. I don’t know how many times, your own man told you to shut the hell up and let the paintball players talk because your ideas had to be some of the most retarded out there. And this was in public, and now you are putting yourselves out there as the happy happy couple? What the fuck ever! How about women who have won more sportsmanship awards than you have played games? LOL!

Nope, that gets summed up with the next one. That neither you nor your team can be banned from an event or a field. Why would you hold a woman accountable for the actions of other people? Oh I know, to remove people who deserve the award based on merit vs. your chosen and hidden agenda. But whatever, every female I know, doesn’t want a damn thing to do with you or your disgrace as a website. Although a few said that they would run the hot water or hold the razor for you, if you wanted to move forward with those plans.

And then the last thing that was removed is that you reserve the right to refuse any nomination for any reason. Why would you say that? It couldn’t be to once again exert some control over the person who should be nominated vs. who you want to be nominated and win right?

I am going to stop for now, stay tuned for part 2 of this expose on this joke of a website. It isn’t a joke because it is supposed to be for women, it is a joke because they sold that clunker to you. You know like the used car salesman who preys on women that they think won’t do their homework.

Well Ratsnake and Twinkie, I plan on putting more up about this website and the word is spreading. And most everyone who has contacted me has agreed that they see right through you two ass clowns and your little farce. This is for the people that even you have called Sheeple to read and make up their own minds.

More in a few days, we are going to let this chili simmer some before adding some more ingredients.

I have known for a while now this craziness was coming. I had hoped against hope someone would see some damn sense and/or reason, but unfortunately, I was hoping in vain.

What am I talking about? Well, feel free to Google it. I am not sending any traffic to that damn website, but it seems certain individuals have launched a paintball site dedicated to women in paintball. I know what you’re saying…TB, what is wrong with that? That’s a good idea! Yes, on the surface, it seems like a great idea, but I plan on delving way deeper than just the surface. And while I’m doing that, I am going to have to post my thoughts about what we find…and what I already know. So, I will be naming some names and pointing some fingers, so sit back; fasten your seatbelt; keep your arms in the car at all times and get ready for one hell of a ride. Hope you are as ready for the ride as I am to take you on it!

So the ‘creator’ of this brainchild is one Pam 'Cookie' Robertson. Who is that, you might ask? Well, if you’ve played any Viper games in the last few years, you know she is the 'fiancée' of Kerry 'Viper' Rosenberry of Viper Paintball. Of course she is much more than that. But a PB Woman? Having a website where people tell you how great you are and pictures of you in a T-shirt doesn’t make you a paintball woman. And neither does a cute little tagline.

What else is she? Little-known fact (about to be very well-known): Pam ‘Cookie’ Robertson is the main reason one of the most prevalent and recognized women in scenario paintball, Diane 'Mother' Howe-McKinnon of MXS and Blitzkrieg fame is no longer in the sport (either as a player or a promoter). Yes, you might want to read that again. Still with me? While most of the paintball community at large thought it was me, I’m going to have to finally set that particular record straight: the mean ol’ TB WAS NOT the one who looked for or found the information about Patrick ‘Pacman’ McKinnon. And while we’re at it, I didn’t pay anyone to go get it, I didn’t post it on any forums and I didn’t mail it out to sponsors or prominent people in the paintball community.

Why would she do this? Because Patrick McKinnon had the audacity to sue Kerry Rosenberry over Viper Enterprises, that’s why. Pam got mad and was looking for anything they could use against Patrick. She did the first thing anyone does when they want some dirt: she Googled him. Now, Patrick was at one time synonymous with scenario paintball, so I’m sure that Google session turned up hundreds upon hundreds of pages. I’m also sure she spent hours upon hours going over each and every one of them until she finally found what she was looking for: a link to a rape case where one Patrick McKinnon raped a woman in Oklahoma in the 80’s.

Now, I won’t deny I was involved. I was told what she found almost immediately. I knew the implications of something like this, and what it would/could do. I was told the exact plan for the release of this atomic bomb. Pam and/or Kerry made copies of the documents retrieved from the Tulsa courthouse, put them in little envelopes and mailed them all to a friend of hers (to this day, I don’t know who) on the East Coast, so the postmark wouldn’t be from Texas. I commented on the situation on my own website (because it is my world, bitches!) and watched while people crawled out of the woodwork to either attack or defend Patrick and/or Diane McKinnon. Yes, Pam hid behind the scenes while others took the brunt of the shit storm she created. And Viper even feigned ignorance and disgust when in fact they were the masterminds behind the release. (Read the link at the bottom to see for yourself)

Now, I understand completely Pam felt her ‘family’ and livelihood was being attacked. I’m sure Diane felt the same way too.

How much further behind the scenes was she? Take a look at this from back in the day: http://worldoftb.com/index.php/2007/06/18/an_open_letter_by_a_woman_in_paintball?blog=1

In the letter she takes shots at MXS, Diane, Packman and the people who support them. She says in her letter for fear for her safety, but the real reason is she didn't want the heat, or be accountable. and neither did Viper.

If I may, allow me to quote a statement from that letter:

Pacman has a charismatic personality, and so did Jim Jones, David Koreche, and many others like him. Some people really know how to rally support and some people are just sheep, they need to follow directions, they need a purpose or a cause. That's how alot of cults are formed. Like it or not people tend to believe him. Unlike TB, who makes it easy for you to hate him, he doesn't tell you what you want to hear, he will tell you the truth. It's alot easier to hate TB or any other messenger of the truth, than to hate the truth. The truth makes you accountable for your actions and take responsibility. In the end, and only after the damage is done..The truth always wins.... The truth has never been told to us by Pacman. His career was based on a lie. In the end, to those that stand behind Pacman and Mother, do you really think Pacman and Mother will stand behind you.. like you are standing behind them? My guess is you will be left embarrassed with your paintball gun in hand and not feel comfortable to play at most games...That's a great loss for the paintball industry and who do you think will have been the cause?

And remember these are her words (I have the email, date and time stamped), so with that said, let's look at some truth, shall we?

My personal feelings aside, Diane 'Mother' Howe made great strides in getting women into paintball every chance she could. Regardless of whom her husband is. Diane has a legacy in paintball and is easily a legend. What she was/is to scenario paintball cannot be questioned. She was one of the first female commanders, one of the first women to win awards and was the first woman to run her own scenario production company. She was the first women on a recognized team (Marion's Raiders) and later Blitzkrieg. This is the woman who TAUGHT Viper how to play scenario (since she was his squad leader on Marion's Raiders) and is one of the reasons he even got into producing games to fucking start with.

You know up until this year, Pam had never stepped foot on the paintball field as a player, and now she is the expert on paintball and women in paintball too? How the fuck did that happen again?

I can tell you how that happened…see, it seems that Viper has a driving desire to have a female ‘equal’ in paintball, much like the duo of Mother and Packman. He has spent years trying to introduce his current ‘flavor’ to his business to the genre and to the sport. How many people remember Chaos? Or Princess? Or Shelly? I mean, he always wanted those people to be the yin to his yang, and I doubt anyone will blame him for that per se. Hobbies are best when shared, but this isn’t Kerry’s hobby; it is his business. Doesn’t matter that all the previous Lady Vipers have fallen well short of the ‘mark.’ Doesn’t matter that they’re all water under the bridge because they’re long gone. The fact remains that NONE of them were paintball players prior to life with Kerry, and Pam was no exception. She wouldn’t be in the sport at all if not for the fact that Kerry congresses with her sexually and she de facto ‘owns’ Viper Enterprises. See the last legal Lady Viper alienated a lot of the Viper player base, combined with poor business decisions such as Staff Infection and one bankruptcy later, Viper Enterprises found itself hanging by a thread.

That’s right, you heard me, it isn’t really Viper Enterprises, its Viper Enterprises sponsored by Pam Robertson. So, get used to it, boys and girls, she’s here to stay since everything is in her name. I have dealt with this ‘woman’ (and I use that word loosely) far more than I ever wanted to. But I digress, what has she done for paintball? Or women in paintball? Let me see, I have already pointed out the facts above regarding MXS, but there is so much more to see, know and learn and many more people directly affected by her involvement in the sport.

And they all have Pam to thank for Kerry’s seeming indifference these days. I mean she constantly pumps him up about how great he is and that all these people (like me) are out to get him. She thinks that Kerry should have his way and people should serve the great and mighty Viper like she does.

Again, there is more, so much more, but for now I am going to close with this: I have been quiet for a fucking year, but that time is over. I no longer have a reason to keep any more secrets for these kinds of people who roam the internet and post condescending, ‘holier-than-thou’ shit as if we owe them something. Pam, you haven’t done anything for the game of scenario paintball but keep Kerry in business by giving him access to your credit. You are walking in Princess’ shoes and have run off more people than you have ever invited to the party. Your new website will be a testament to/of your failures.

On that note, I am sure some women will love it, but this blog is about Pam and not the website. I will speak more at a later date as to why I am against the whole premise (and it isn’t because I am sexist). But for now, this is more than enough to chew on.

Will the MXS faithful (and yes they are still out there) welcome you back to Houston now that the truth has come out? Guess we shall see how (a) fickle they are or (b) show short their memories are. Fairweather friends? Or will they stick to their guns, like they posted they would on the now defunct MXS website? Only time will tell…

So, for those who have been asking me to write a blog entitled “Why do women who fuck paintball players/promoters/poobahs think they’re somebody because of it?” this one was for you! More to come…

But until then, take a look at this link to back in the day and see if it casts more light on the subject than before.

http://www.pbnation.com/showthread.php?t=2225554